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EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE
01:36
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Everywhere I go I find something new to hate
No matter where I run to there’s a longing I can’t shake
Am I always gonna feel like I will never be at home?
can I stop believing i will always be alone?
Stuck in my head
Floating like lead
Stuck in my head
The feeling is dead
How do I find a way out of this pit that i’ve embraced
How do I stop obsessing over all of my mistakes
Why do always I run from everyone who pushes me
To become something more than what I doomed myself to be
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DO SOMETHING
01:06
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I’ve made decisions that I can’t keep up with
I’m digging up things that I shouldn’t fuck with
Everything you said to me is written on my bones
You try to justify your faults to make me feel at home
All your talk of getting help is bullshit and I’m done
Take your fucking guilt and go back to where you came from
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GAMES
01:12
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I cannot own it if i can’t control it
I must stop repeating the lies i’ve been fed
Why am pursuing my own heart's undoing
Why didn’t i see i was being mislead
I know that trying to change you
Is nothing but a waste of my
Time that you took from me
Ways that you burdened me
like you were scared of all that i could achieve
Now that I see what you
Willing put me through
It’s even harder to make up a reason to stay
Everything comes easy to you
No sympathy
I’m getting sick of being second
This time I’m coming out on top
And I will never understand
How you became the thing you mocked
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UNDERFOOT
01:54
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Do I really wanna die or is this just another phase
I don’t need reminders of the multitude of ways
I failed myself and failed my friends
Failed myself and saw i no end
All my hope of getting over all my houpe of staying stober
All my hope of getting closure fading quickly as i get older
it’s underneath my feet
And it’s trying to breathe
I shouldnt need an apology
To make me feel complete
Maybe this is who i was meant to be
Just an echo of my parents dreams
I can’t expect my future to change
If all i do is hide and complain
Always finding comfort in excuses
Always hiding under the pretence I deserve
To feel jaded, deserve to feel degraded
Unwilling, unworthy, boring and invaded
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MIND
02:13
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It’s a kick to the chest, a slow burning unrest
Im clawing at my skin, tired fingers digging in
Always at the worst times
Almost thinking that I’m fine
I do not control me
I don’t know my own mind
Sulking like a dog down the walkways of my past
Obliterating motive and embracing circumstance
Am I just a pawn, am I stuck rolling the dice?
Is this just a game, unrelenting sacrifice?
I do not control me
I don’t know my own mind
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