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BUST IT EP

by JOCK

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1.
Everywhere I go I find something new to hate No matter where I run to there’s a longing I can’t shake Am I always gonna feel like I will never be at home? can I stop believing i will always be alone? Stuck in my head Floating like lead Stuck in my head The feeling is dead How do I find a way out of this pit that i’ve embraced How do I stop obsessing over all of my mistakes Why do always I run from everyone who pushes me To become something more than what I doomed myself to be
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DO SOMETHING 01:06
I’ve made decisions that I can’t keep up with I’m digging up things that I shouldn’t fuck with Everything you said to me is written on my bones You try to justify your faults to make me feel at home All your talk of getting help is bullshit and I’m done Take your fucking guilt and go back to where you came from
3.
GAMES 01:12
I cannot own it if i can’t control it I must stop repeating the lies i’ve been fed Why am pursuing my own heart's undoing Why didn’t i see i was being mislead I know that trying to change you Is nothing but a waste of my Time that you took from me Ways that you burdened me like you were scared of all that i could achieve Now that I see what you Willing put me through It’s even harder to make up a reason to stay Everything comes easy to you No sympathy I’m getting sick of being second This time I’m coming out on top And I will never understand How you became the thing you mocked
4.
UNDERFOOT 01:54
Do I really wanna die or is this just another phase I don’t need reminders of the multitude of ways I failed myself and failed my friends Failed myself and saw i no end All my hope of getting over all my houpe of staying stober All my hope of getting closure fading quickly as i get older it’s underneath my feet And it’s trying to breathe I shouldnt need an apology To make me feel complete Maybe this is who i was meant to be Just an echo of my parents dreams I can’t expect my future to change If all i do is hide and complain Always finding comfort in excuses Always hiding under the pretence I deserve To feel jaded, deserve to feel degraded Unwilling, unworthy, boring and invaded
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MIND 02:13
It’s a kick to the chest, a slow burning unrest Im clawing at my skin, tired fingers digging in Always at the worst times Almost thinking that I’m fine I do not control me I don’t know my own mind Sulking like a dog down the walkways of my past Obliterating motive and embracing circumstance Am I just a pawn, am I stuck rolling the dice? Is this just a game, unrelenting sacrifice? I do not control me I don’t know my own mind

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released January 18, 2019

Produced by Drew Longrigg and JOCK
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Drew Longrigg at The Doam in London, ON

Artwork by Jamison Berry

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Forest City Hardcore

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